This past month and a half has been an emotional roller coaster. I would really like to get off now, kiss the ground and thank the heavens. I don’t like them to begin since I tend to get motion sick. Emotional motion sickness is even worse. True story as a my honey would say. This post, however, won’t be about what has been troubling me. Why? Well, let’s see this is a public forum and it would be inappropriate to vent here. Seriously, it would be.
As much as I love this site, Facebook and twitter,yes, I said love, they are not the place to deal with emotional messes. The best way to do that is face to face and sometimes you have to wait in order to do that; here is where I admit that I hate the waiting.
Sometimes, time is also needed. Time to let wounds heal and bruises fade.
At the moment, when I am not leaning on my support circle, I am working and cleaning. Yes, cleaning. It helps me to do something that is physical.
Now, before, dear and most beloved readers, you go tell me how wonderfully I am handling the trip, I have also been doing my fair share of crying and have killed off more than one bottle of wine. (Wino status is at last mine!!) In short, I am human with all the positives and negatives that go along with it. So, if I am a little less my on-line self, give it time. I am taking care of flesh and blood me, first, and then I will back to you and even better.